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urrghhh

Jun. 12th, 2008 | 08:34 pm

rite now i have the fullest stomahh u cud think of!! its fuckin groossss!!!

iv eaten so much the past few days! well over the 2000cals! 
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the scales have gne up 5lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to die i came on my period 2day that cuz explain the eating everything in sight thing!! 

ffs!!!!!! my parents have been away i thought it wad have been easy to not eat bt turns out its the opposite. i have moyre will power wen there in. 

plz plz kill me want my will power back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

starting 2morro!

i need to do this

 

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oh dear god ...

Sep. 3rd, 2007 | 08:44 pm
mood: determined determined

went out 2day with mum and dad

they went 2 a italian :|::|

i sat there watching the eat!! 
i had nothing
i went in2 the toilets and took my slimming pills and felt beta

bt 2day iv had a rice cake, 80cal cereal bar and my 118 cals soup.

and i feel fat!!! 
oh i also had 2 caramel lattes from star bucks!!!! 
arrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!

im so pathetic! 

y cnt i do this :( 
yesterday was ded gd!!

well 2moro its NOTHING! 

im deffo gunna do it i hope.

love
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omg!!!

Sep. 2nd, 2007 | 07:11 pm
mood: crappy crappy

i havent been on here in agessss!!!

it made me bad 

but i feel like i have NO1  2 talk 2!

im so down and depressed!!!

its so hard! 
iv argued with my bf 2day cuz iv nt been having sex with him! 

i cnt tho its like i look dwn at my DESCUSTING body!! 
and arrrrrrgggggggghhhhhh i jst want 2 curl up and die!

:(:(
my mum knows im not eating properly and its so hard 2 cover up.

+  hollyoaks ! 
omg every1 thinks it will change my mind, bt iz it desterbuing that wen i saw her ribs i want that!!! 

its wierd! 
i hope nobody finds my book under my bed :| they will think im mad.

im so sick of this i jst want 2 b thin.


cereal bar 4 brecky 2day 
and then i went nd had a few nuts!! ewwwwwww i cnt belive that! 
i feel fat and gross nw theres so much in nuts!!!! arrrrggggggghhhhh!!!!!!

im sorry girls :( 

love you allxx

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omg!!!

Jun. 24th, 2007 | 08:37 pm

my bf stayed last nite!!!

i was doin so well!! i was eatin at least 200cals aday and lost 3lb !

then he orderd a pizza! 

i was starvin i hate half!!!!!! :( 

luckly i havent pt on anymre weight and i exercised ldz afta! 

bt 2day has been liquids includin yohgurt.

bt 4 tea i had spinach & cabbage!

so i think iv dun well 2day :) 

wooooo!!

stay happy! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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purge!

Jun. 22nd, 2007 | 06:19 pm
mood: depressed depressed

think i need 2! i dnt want this biscuit in my body rite nw!! i feel awful and fat!!!!! 
and this latte is makin me feel sick!!!!! 


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 

think purge then lots ov water!

xxxxxxxxxxxxx

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fuck sake!!!!!!

Jun. 22nd, 2007 | 05:59 pm
mood: annoyed annoyed

arrrrrrrghhhhhh 
2day has been SO bad!!! :@:@

i was doin so welll!!!

nd wat did i go and do have a fuckin biscuit bar! with a caramell latte from nero's! :@ :( 

im soooooooooo moody and down!

2 top it off my bf has ditched me 4 his m8 2nite! 
wunderfull :(

i jst wanna sit up the corner and cry like a stupid bitch i am!!

:( :(:(
nw i feel like a rite FAT bitch!

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woooohooooo!

Jun. 22nd, 2007 | 10:04 am
mood: content content

finally! 


:) 
lost 3lb afta 2 days! :) 

thats gd 4 me that is :) 

thats jst made me want carry on and on and on!!!!! 


even tho i feel weak and awful :( another 10lb 2 go!
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2days menu!

Jun. 22nd, 2007 | 09:30 am

b. handful ov oat on more cereal
d. 2 celery sticks
t. stir fried cabbage and spinach with no oil ! with onions garlic and soy sourse :) zero calories 4 tea! :) 
i dnt cout the cals in the onions and stuff!

:):)

i hope i lose 13lb SOON!

:(
xxxxxxx hope ur all doin well! xxxxxxx

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:(

Jun. 20th, 2007 | 07:48 pm
mood: cranky cranky

i feel sooo bad! 
i keep stapping dead bad at every1!!! 

:( i dnt mean 2 !

iv lost my bf b4 ov nt eating!! 

and now im being a bitch AGAIN!! arrrgghhhh

i cnt help it and iv told myself so many timesss not 2!

i HATE this! 

+ i feel DED fat! 
and i swear sum guy bhind me 2day was sayin "fatty" nd all sorts! 


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arrgghh

Jun. 20th, 2007 | 07:21 pm

:( i feeeeellll HORRIBLE!!!!

allll dat iv had liquids! and jst chewed on gum! 

then iv jst had a slice ov toast wiv half a can ov beans :( 

i feelll FAT and bloated! 

its grosss!

iv gt a feeling its fingers down throat time :|


NICE! <_<
xxxxx

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well

Jun. 20th, 2007 | 09:26 am
mood: sleepy sleepy

im feelin ded gd atm :)

iv jst woken up had a drink ov tea! 

and im sposed me meeting my friends 4 a drink at 10!! 


i think ill stick 2 a froozen mango and pinaple drink! 

:)

nd i think 2day bk on those celery sticks! there reli good! 

they have like NO cals! + fill u up :) 

amazing try it guys!

xxxxxxx good luck 2day ! xxxxxx

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argghh

Jun. 19th, 2007 | 09:47 pm
mood: hungry hungry

im starving! 

i feel so sick im that hungry.

wat can i eat 2 fill me up>??

that contains like hardly NO cal's??

any sugesstions guys????

xxxxxx

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wow

Jun. 19th, 2007 | 09:30 pm
mood: moody moody

heyyy guys!

my m8 told me bout this sight and its like my prayers have been answerd!!

will sum1 tell me wat i can eat that will fill me 4 a gd while with hardly NO cal's???

im starving atm! 

xxx thanks! xxx

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